So, what to do with my life?

So, MLL's friend is listening Metallica too... talked about it

And you let her go...

That's nice

Day 21

Whoa... Don't have any rest, leveled up my hero, and I was going to rest, then the German logged in,so helped him lvl up too, then again I was going to rest, and MLL's friend logged in, so I helped him lvl up too... No rest today, yeah..

Me and the barb...

Don't know what to do with bf... I still want to leave, but I'm so afraid of the everything... Don't know.. Can someone choose for me... I have time till late monday to decide... God,help me...

I want to make new nail polish, but this is still good... that's the bad thing of gels, stays tooo long...

I feel so lost :(

And now what....

Update

So, I had a scandal with bf, said to him that I don't want to be with him anymore, and he's begging me, and I feel bad, I want to leave, I have time till monday to decide completely what to do. But I am afraid of what will follow if I leave, fear of the unknown... I'm a mess right now... I want to leave, hope that I will have enough courage to do it...

Played with the germans again, it's nice, the one boy told me that I'm funny...He's 30... We will play tomorrow again, I think... He's with a barb in the seasonal char...
And again I'm asked with whom am I talking right now... I got sick from the facecontrol...