I'm sad and stressed and pretty much just sad about everything...
bf is wanting to be intimate... I can't do that... I'm getting such a sick feeling in my stomach...
And now this friend of mine, making me feel so alone in this damn place... He thinks that I'm fake, don't know, somehow wants to prove that I'm fake, I don't even understand why he's still talking to me. It's alright to think that someone is fake, but I get sad, there isn't a way to prove that I'm myself, and he acts like everyone on this planet is just fake... Oh, well... I don't know... He tries to show me that everyone I have met online is different in real life, but I don't understand that, if I can be myself, why can't the others, and everyone deserves an open heart, can't just go think all people are fake... Now it makes me sad... But fuck it, right... I'm myself, others are free to think everything they want about me... I'm not a saint, never said that I was...I'm just me... The good part, the bad part, I trust easily, maybe I do always suffer from that...
It doesn't matter, everyone is free to think whatever they want... I don't have to prove anything to anyone... And if someone doesn't like me, no one is chained to be around me...