Day 24

I want to talk to him, want to send a message or something, want something to change, I feel so sad, why I must be so sad...It's been so long now...I should have forgotten him already, right... Fuck... I want something to change... Don't want to be sad anymore...

Did a few tweaks on my finishing job for the uni, sent it to the teacher, and now we're waiting for a response...

Too bad that I'm not good at anything... Feel really worthless these days, and so lonely most of the time... I just want to be happy again...

Today is raining with thunders, I really enjoy the bad weather, makes me want to cuddle and watch some movie...

So, one of his songs...God, miss him so much...
Ok, will go take a shower and try to stop crying... God, I'm so stupid...