Well, I ate... Apparently I love food much... Now I want to drink coffee, but it is so late, don't know... Maybe it is because I'm anxious right now, but it is funny, I shouldn't be nervous at all... Really things will go the way it is supposed to go, no need to worry about it. And I don't understand why my body reacts like that, maybe it's because people make it a big deal, don't know.
After I managed to live through this breakup, I will manage to live through everything... God knows how much I wanted just to die, so it will end. Well, I didn't die, and it didn't quite end... I'm still thinking about him a lot, and that's so pointless, I fear that he will return to a point where I won't have feelings for him anymore, so that will be pointless too, I fear that he won't return, but here I am, sitting and thinking about a man, who made me love him and then blocked me... Maybe I was stupid, and sure as hell I'm still stupid, I will do stupid things when I'm in love, I will go wild, will want him much, will do everything, so he will be happy, and will go berserk if he doesn't send me a kiss everyday... So yeah, not every man can handle me, but I love, I love truly... Okay, so I'll stop this... Getting too much into my drama things...
Everything will be ok :)
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