Daily

I feel so bad... He gifted me a month for WOW... And I tried to convince him with days to not do so... But he seems so happy about it, and we go on tours, lvl up together, so I'm trying to stop complaining that he didn't have to do this... "Just enjoy it pls"... Ohw :(( I don't want anything from him, the things we are doing are just enough, and talks... But hey, he's happy... And that's a good thing right... So, I will just try to enjoy it, the game is cool, I smile all the time, though I'm so fucking lost what to do, well not completely, because I have played similar games, but he has played it with years... So, I'm kind of "Hmmm...should I  go there...ooohhhh looookkkk bunnyyyy...ohw...where am I now" And he seems to enjoy my disorder... Well, if it makes him happy... Why not... Make someone smile, right...
And in Diablo is some pure madness. I enter, friends are online, and the party gets full in no time, and  then the rest of the friends can't enter...And I get "Invite me, please" all the time, and feel horrible that I can't. So, I was like playing 1-2 rifts in this party, and switching to the next. Trying to make the people happy... A real war...
Managed to solo rift 32... It was so hard... 13 seconds before end, I died, and then the boss died... Heart stopped....
I want to learn how to make graphic designs... I think that I will manage, at some level, really want to start going to few courses about ... well anything, just to keep me occupied. Next week I will probably go see mom and apply documents for Germany or wherever... Hope that I will get a job sooner...