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I had a bad day with MLL yesterday. I don't like myself. I just suck up the emotions of other people, and if they are bad/sad/angry I get the same, and just can't let go. Maybe this is who I am? Never mind. He was like that, sitting to play game with me, but drinking alcohol, didn't payed much attention to me. I don't know what he wants from me. It's been weeks since he wanted anything. I think he wants, though, just doesn't do anything. It's a damn mess. And he stood there, sad, saying "I'm always sad." Listening to sad songs, drinking. And I couldn't do anything to make it better. I'm a horrible person...
Songs from him: